cahaya yg itu..

aku tatau kenape...bila tengok kawan2 dengan anak masing2,aku rasa tringin sangat plak nk anak sendri.
tp aku tau,dengan keadaan aku dengan suami sekang ni,susah kalau aku pregnant.
semuanya aku kena buat sendiri.
bertambah lagi lah rasa lonely aku nnti.
aku sepatutnya enjoy dengan life aku skang.
cam honeymoon yang panjang...

yes...i am happy.
but some time, it's just feel incomplete...
anyway...i dont want to push it so hard..
insyaallah bila ade rezeki...mesti akan hadir cahaya yg itu.. cahaya mata ibu...

Akhir Tahun 2009

Selamat datang 2010.

Pejam celik pejam celik...dah nk berakhir 2009.
semuanya berlalu sangat pantas.
tahun ni byk yg memeriable happened.

1. aku bertunang
2. aku nikah
3. aku kenduri

Sekarang life aku changed..aku dengan suamiku sedang mencipta sejarah demi sejarah buat hidup kami.
Langkawi,kuala Lipis, Terengganu, Sg Petani, Melaka...
dan banyak lagi bakal tercipta..
Terima kasih untuk segal-galanya..

Lama

Lama tak menulis...

Sekarang ni aku dan kippei hanya leh jumpa 2 minggu skali.
It is harder then i thought.
I miss him dearly.
Tp takde ape yg boleh dibuat selain dr call. Tp calling pon dah jadi membosankan.
Its like tak de isu yg boleh diborak.
Cuma rasa rindu tu terlalu berat..mcm ade batu besar yang himpit dada.
Ntah lah..i dont hate him or blame him for this..i am totally understand.
Tapi... its really hard..



i love u , kippei...miss u every single momment..

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Unforgetable moment

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*****

tatau nape..but at this particular moment, the only thing i've been thinking about is MIZAN.
I miss him so much.
I miss my hubby.

Happiness

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Alhamdulillah

2 Oktober 2009
Aku selamat diijabkabulkan dengan putera hati..
Sekarang aku dah dimahkotakan sebagai permaisuri hati si putera.
Nice feelings i feel..

3 Oktober 2009
Aku selesai men'organize' acara kenduri untuk mengwar-warkan pernikahan itu. Semoga takde org nk marah kalau aku dok berkepit dengan putera hati.

11 Oktober 2009
Juga selesai aku menghadiri majlis di sebelah terengganu.
Semuanya kenangan indah.
Yup...terlalu indah.

Percutian ku diteruskan dengan 2minggu menjadi suri untuk suami ku di kuala lipis.
Ingt hebat sangat daerah kelahiran Datok Siti Nurhaliza ni..ternyata semuanya membosankan.
Kecuali satu part..di mana dunia aku hanya ade aku dan suami ku.
Bukan happy..bukan seronok..tp bahagia adalah pwekataan paling tepat untuk menggambarkan segalanya...

TERIMA KASIH SEMUA.

Puan is my status now.

i am married...

now i am a 'PUAN' aka 'Mrs'...
how i feel?
hmm...

Aku dan Dia..

Nak tau tak cerita kami?

Sebenarnya aku pernah jatuh cinta pd dia dulu...4 tahun lepas.
Tp atas kesilapan aku dan juga dia, kami berpisah..
Sepanjang perpisahan itu dia merana...kerana dia terlalu sayang pd ku.
Dan aku pula hilang arah tuju hidup...namun aku seorg Aries tetap kuatkan hati terus mengharungi setiap liku hidup.
Setiap hari waktu bangun dr tidur , aku akan sentiasa beritahu diri bahawa aku sedang lakukan perkara yg btol. Yg lepas perlu dilupakan..dan itu lah rutin ku selama 4tahun ini.

Namun jodoh itu mungkin tertulis milik kami.

Tahun 2008 , tuhan bukakan hati aku untuk mula merindui dia.
Setiap hari jiwa tidak kuat lagi untuk cuba melupakan kenangan lalu.
Lantas aku sendiri 'mencari' dia...masuk email, dan akhirnya aku terjumpa Jun dalam frenster.
Tanpa berfikir pjg aku terus tnya Jun tentang dia..berbagai helah cuba aku lakukan utk dapatkan cara utk ctc dia. Bodohnya aku ketika itu,tak terfikir lgsg siapa Jun dengan dia tu.
Akhirnya , aku jumpa lelaki yg aku cari2...dan kerana aku juga, sekeping hati wanita merana..maaf.

Kali pertama aku jumpa dia...hati berbunga.
Tak dapat aku gambarkan perasaan aku..tp aku ttp katakan pd hati dia sekadar teman lama.
Waktu tangan dia menyentuh tangan ku, segala dinding tembok batu yg selama ini aku bina berderai begitu saje.
Hati terlalu rindu..waktu tu mcm nk peluk dia erat..tp,sabar lagi...
Dari pertemuan itu, baru aku tau betapa aku pernah menyeksa hatinya..maaf.
Dan air mata selalu tumpah bila mendengar cerita selepas dia kehilangan aku..
Rupanya dia tidak sekuat yg aku sangkakan..mgkin kerana cinta yg pernah aku beri pdnya,menjadi racun yg menghakis keegoaan dia.

Akhirnya aku kembali menyerahkan hati ku pd nya..
Sebenarnya hati ku mmg milik dia sejak dulu..
Dan aku terus jatuh cinta pdnya buat kali kedua..

"if u luv sumOne, give them space n let them FLY...if she is yours, she will FLY rite back to u.."

****Yes,dear..i am all yours..****

aku nk kawen dah

Ada lagi brape hari ek?
Ntah..lost in count...less than 20days i guess..

3rd October 2009

mak andam = checked
hantaran = checked (extra 2 dulang - belom)
pelamin = checked
goodie bag = checked
baju nikah = checked
p.a system = belom
tudung nikah = belom
bilik pengantin = sedang diusahakan

OK...talking about bilik pengantin...
Aku dah cat kaler pink..tp side kepala katil belom.still thinking samada nk letak kaler ribena tu atau sama je pink...
Perabot - aku pakai yg sedia ada jek.
Kelambu pengantin - mama dah tempah jahit
Cadar - kena beli lain ar.skali terbeli king size.mana muat...hadooii laa..

Hmmphh..sebenarnya aku sgt stress dengan preparation kenduri aku ni. Terasa mcm semua benda aku setle sendirik. Seb baik adam ade...dia je yg nolong banyak..
Mama sebok dengan cucu baru dia. Budak tu pon asik melalak je. Tp aku tak marah dia,tp aku hangin giler dengan mak bapak dia yg bangang cam shial tu..hisy,geram aku.
Khemah, bahan masak sume aku rasa tak setle lagik..tp aku malas nk tnya mama.lantak lah..kang tanya lebih kang nmpak aku push sgt..
Ape nk jd,jadi je lah...yg penting aku buat mana part aku jek...stress siut..
Budget pon mcm dah lari giler ni...
Ntah lah..yg penting aku yakin nk buat benda baik ni mesti Allah permudahkan...aku usaha,tawakal & redha jek..

Seriously...i am excited but at the same time frust and fed up dengan preparation kawen aku ni..



tak tringin pon nk amik gambar preparation aku dan upload dalam blog ni.
i dont feel like doing it..

sadness

Sedeh lah...
Dah masuk 5 mggu tak berjumpa dengan Encik Kippei.
Rindu giler...
Tp terpaksa la juga lalui sebab takde option lain. Kemaman ke KL tu terlalu jauh..
aku rasa aku terpaksa lah get use of it. Sebab pas kawin pon kena jd weeknd couple je..
Hmm...what if i am pregnant?
Alone?
Hmmpphh...scary , doh..

Sedeh nyee..

hair and color

http://www.lorilondon.com/

more idea for my hair accessory..

http://www.marthastewartweddings.com/article/perfect-palettes-pink-and-gold?rsc=taxonomylist-b_inspiration_pink&lnc=15cf1aadd4b1d110VgnVCM1000003d370a0aRCRD

http://blog.weddingwire.com/index.php/weddings/color-palette-pink-and-gold/

These are ideas for 'gold-pink' theme colour..

Dreamy Decorations for “A Midsummer Night’s Dream” Wedding Party

Just imagine hosting a wedding party set in an enchanted woodland scene—flowers peering out amidst the foliage, delicate butterflies fluttering about, and the fading twilight bathing the entire scene in a magical glow.

This is the setting you can create to bring to life Shakespeare’s well-loved romantic comedy A Midsummer Night’s Dream. Centered around a royal wedding celebration, this famed play is set in the wooded realm of Fairyland under the light of the summer moon. What a delight to bring together dreamy decor elements to stage this world of enchantment!

Ready to bring your own creative twist to this enchanting theme? Try these five decorating ideas:

1. Select a muted color palette – The color palette, for instance, can revolve around the soft, feminine hues of pink, peach, yellow, and lavender set against a dreamy ivory background, with mint green as accent. Glittering accents can then be applied to create that magical feel.

2. Bring in sparkle and glitter - Sparkle and glitter mean fairies must be around, so be liberal with touches of dazzle! From ceiling swags made of delicate tulle or chiffon, add a sprinkling of clear and silver sequins to catch the light. Highlight fabric butterfly wings with shimmering patterns; and bring the luster of pearls and the glint of mirrors to the tabletop with elegant candle coasters. Finally, have lights, lights everywhere—from the soft glow of white candles, to the twinkle of tealights in tabletop holders and hanging votives.

3. Include fairy woodland details - Have floral elements everywhere—in petite flowerpot favors, in petal-covered tealight “lamps,” in loose rose petals scattered on the tabletops. And for final fairyworld touches, have gossamer-winged butterflies and dragonflies seemingly perched at random amidst the setting and tiny lights turning the entire scene magical.

4. Infuse a touch of whimsy - Bring the reception to a fittingly magical close with a unique “favor tree” that transforms into a “wedding wish tree.” At the start of the reception, use the tree to display your guest favors, such as lovely sachets hand-painted in the event’s color palette. Then as your guests depart, each taking a favor with them, have them use the cards provided alongside the tree to write special wishes or messages for you, and attach these on the tree branches in place of the favors. It’s definitely a more personal and fun alternative to the traditional guest book!

5. Cast a storybook ending – As a lovely link between this reception and the wedding ceremony that preceded it, display a storybook-shaped ring pillow symbolizing the vows you had just exchanged. The pillow alludes to the literary inspiration for your wedding theme, while you may incorporate passages or quotes from A Midsummer Night’s Dream in your wedding vows. Or you may have written personalized poems to one another, in keeping with the romantic sentiment of the play. To get more information on the story, you may want to check out BBC’s coverage of What happens in A Midsummer Night’s Dream?

Other great ways to create this enchanted setting:

- The right venue - Recreating fairyland may be simple if you have access to an outdoor garden already blessed with trees, shrubs, and flowering plants. If it includes a little pond or fountain, you’re truly in luck! All you need to do is add the fairytale elements. But if an outdoor venue isn’t available, even an indoor hall or hotel ballroom can be magically transformed into a dreamlike woodland.

- Creative table names - For an added whimsical touch, have each table named after a fairyland character from the play, such as the fairy king Oberon, the fairy queen Titania, and the human lovers Lysander, Hermia, Helena, and Demetrius.

- Framed quotes - Place romantic passages or quotations from the play in special frames, and display them on the reception tables. For some ideas, you can go to About.com’s page on quotations from Shakespeare.

- Fairyland references in the entourage - In the wedding ceremony itself, the fairyland theme of the reception may already be hinted at with the ringbearer wearing a special outfit inspired by the play. While the flowergirls, too, may have dainty fairy wings adorning their gowns, and tiny magic wands with glittering accents in place of traditional flower baskets.

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I've been thinking about GOLD and PINK.
Aku dah pilih gold sebagai kaler tema kawen aku. Tapi bila mama suh tukar kaler kepada pink,aku dah mula glabah...
Baju,cadar,bunga pahar dah ready kaler gold.
Tp mama ade point bila dia ckp my wedding day akan jadi boring sebab baju songket belah Tganu kaler krim..so mcm sedondon jek tema kaler nya di dua2 belah..
Hmphh..pening gak kepala aku memilih kaler. Perkara pokok utama pon tak dapat decide lagi. Hari besar nya dah nk sampai...lagi 2 bulan lebih jek...75 hari je lagi...

How to Make a Wedding Veil

1. Step 1
   
   Decide what length of veil you want. For a shoulder-length veil, you will need 24 inches of fabric. Waist length will require about 32 inches. For fingertip length, you will need 40 inches. Floor length will vary by your height. You can also have a longer, cathedral-length veil that goes onto the ground.
   
   
2. Step 2

   Purchase tulle--the fabric you will use to make your veil. Go to the fabric store, and you will find a variety of different types of tulle. Match the color as close as possible to your wedding dress. Pick tulle that is slightly soft and not stiff and scratchy. Tulle is very inexpensive and normally can be found for a couple dollars per yard or less. All tulle should be 108 inches wide.

3. Step 3

   Lay out the tulle on a large table or the floor. Fold it in half and place paperweights or other heavy objects to hold it down flat. Coffee mugs are a good choice if you do not have paperweights. Cut the edge (not the folded edge) of the veil into a curved shape. You can use a pattern to do this or just slightly round the edges.

4. Step 4

   Unfold the tulle and sew a running stitch along the straight edge. About 3 inches inside of the edge, using a needle and heavy white thread, sew all the way across the veil. After sewing, hold the thread at one end and push the tulle together to gather it.

5. Step 5

   Attach the tulle to a comb. Purchase a 4-inch bridal comb. If you are getting married in a cool environment, you can use a fabric glue gun to attach the tulle directly to the comb. Do not use glue if your wedding is in a hot or humid part of the country since the glue may melt. Instead of glue, you can attach the tulle to the comb by stitching. Simply stitch the tulle to the comb by bringing the stitches through the material, then between the teeth of the comb. Make sure the tulle is attached completely. Your veil is now finished.

i was in terengganu for 4 days

Last week aku ikot Mr Kippei balik kuala terengganu..
Dari hari sabtu sampai hari selasa.. 4hari 3 mlm..
So aku dah kenal semua family dia...luqman,arel,amir dan andy..
Mak dan abah dia pon sporting abis..
i think, i've started to love them..
and i fell in love with Kuala Terengganu itself..

Hari pertama kami sampai dah kul 8mlm..bertolak dr umah aku dah 12tghr.

Hari kedua , jalan2 round town then belah petang g tgk baju sanding.Mak metua aku pilih songket kaler krim..sebab takde songket kaler hitam putih.
Belah malam lak g tengok abah nyanyi kat mana ntah,tak silap aku mcm kat dewan pej kerajaan.Boleh tahan gak abah ni, nyanyi lagi shidee. bukan main dia atas stage tu..hihihi.
Aku jadi penyokong plg bersemangat..sebab mak dengan encik kippei dah boring tgk abah masuk pertandingan nyanyi...ahahahaa..

Hari ketiga, kami pegi kelantan..
Mula2 g kota bahru tukar cincin encik kippei..pastu g beli barang souviner kahwin kat rantau panjang...balik kena bayar cukai rm50..huhu..cm hampeh..
Lewat mlm gak la kami sampai kat umah..tp bab shoping ni mmg mak dan abah mentua aku kamceng dengan aku..hahahaa..senang nk masuk..rasa cm sekepala jek..

then last day aku di terengganu, encik kippei bawak round town lagi skali..g pasar payang, taking pictures..having great time together..
kul 3 ptg kami gerak ke KL.
dalam perjalanan encik kippei lalu pantai kat marang... cantik giler..
dan aku berjaya rakam encik kippei berdengkur..ahahahaha..
haa..tu la,bila orng ckp taknak ngaku...hihihihi..
evidence dah ade dalam tangan ku...pasni leh blackmail encik kippei tu...wahahahahaa..

Dalam 4 hari tu aku learn byk benda...pasal encik kippei and his beloved family..looking at them and thinking about my family...
aku rasa aku leh faham a few thngs about bakal suami ku ini..
and membuatkan aku bertambah respect kat dia..
and juga membuatkan aku mula sayang pada mak,abah,luqman,arel,amir,andy...

thank you so much, korang...
for taking good care of me for that 4 days.
for treating me so nicely..
u all semua mmg baik hati...and some are cute and adorable..hihihi..
thank you...
cant wait to be there again...

i love u more , encik kippei...

Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin

* ni wen wo ai ni you duo shen
Wo ai ni you ji fen

Wo de qing ye zhen
Wo de ai ye zhen
Yue liang dai biao wo de xin

(Repeat *)
Wo de qing bu yi
Wo de ai bu bian
Yue liang dai biao wo de xin

** qing qing de yi ge wen
Yi jin da dong wo de xin
Shen shen de yi duan qing
Jiao wo si nian dao ru jin

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The Moon Represent My Heart

You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you…
My affection is real.
My love is real.
The moon represents my heart.

You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you…
My affection does not waver,
My love will not change.
The moon represents my heart.

* Just one soft kiss
is enough to move my heart.
A period of time when our affection was deep,
Has made me miss you until now.

* You ask me how deep my love for you is,
How much I really love you.

* ** Go think about it.
Go and have a look [at the moon],
The moon represents my heart.

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Aku tau, kippei suke lagu ni. Memang lemak merdu Siti Nurhaliza nyanyi lagu ni.
Kippei kata, bila dengar lagu ni..dia akan terbayang kami tengah dating kat bukit expo.
Sambil mkn then, dia baring atas peha yuzuyu...
Hihihihi...cam citer hindustan jek..kan?
But the fact is..kitorang mmg pernah buat scene tu...sirius...hihihi.

Kippei... I Love U..

Can't Smile Without You

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

you came along just like a song
and brighten my day
who would of believed that you where part of a dream
now it all seems light years away

and now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

and you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

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1st time jumpa lagu ni... I am thinking of Mizan..
Very sweet feeling...
I love him...

Holidaysss

Minggu lepas penuh dengan aktiviti melancong.
Dari bukit tinggi ke bandung ke jakarta....
Kat atas ni gambar castle , view dari bilik aku. cantik kan..

Then aku terbang ke jakarta,bershopping sakan untuk barang kawin.
dari kad jemputan, baju, selendang, hiasan kepala, hantaran..
macam2 lagi lah...
berjuta-juta wang rupiah habis dibelanja.
termasuk lah purse ku pon di sedekah kat org...huwaaaa

Abang, nnti kite g lagi ek...

Terbang di atas awan...
Ini vacation pertama aku dengan tunangku..
(Tp tido lain2 bilik ye...)
hopefully boleh melancong lagi...

what a wonderfull days..

who i am?

You Are a Mystic

You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy. And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you. Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights. You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice! Your strength: Your self sufficiency Your weakness: You despise authority Your power color: Maroon Your power symbol: Hammer Your power month: July

Mulanya Cinta

Isma AF 7 vs dato' Siti Nurhaliza
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Tiada sesiapa dapat melupa
Perasaan cinta pertama
Akan ku ingat selama-lama
Saat pertama jatuh cinta

Kasih Sayang
Senyum mesra bersama
Gurau senda pujuk rayumu
Pasti ku ingati

Apapun juga akhirnya
Aku kan tetap
Mengingatimu dengan setia
Walaupun kau akan pergi
Pasti ku ingati gelora cinta
Kali pertama

Suke lagu ni... touching habis..
tp aku prefer version Isma AF7 nyanyi...
lagi feel dan touching..

Jalan-jalan di Nilai3

Fuuuhhh...!!

Semalam satu hari aku bershopping..opss,meneman my bakal mertua (Mother In Law) bershopping di Nilai 3.
Mcm2 yang dibeli : cadar,lagsir,hiasan pelamin,souviners,kelambu pengantin,gubahan hantaran etc.
Habis beribu-ribu...hihihihi
(sorry bakal suamiku,salah sayang sbb goda mak abg beli byk2..) =p
Tu pon ade lagi yang my MIL tu nak beli tapi tak jadi sbb mengenangkan duit dah habis..hihi

but,point of the story...
I am so happy sebab me and my MIL sangatlah kamcengnya.
walhal kami baru 1st time spent time bersama.
dah tak pandang dah my tunang tersayang...hihihi
macam2 aku cadangkan kat dia..mcm mana design pelamin,nk letak ape kasi lagi vogue..
katil kaler ape,kelambu kaler ape,lagsir kaler aper...hihihi..mcm kat umah aku jek...
sampai salegirl kat kedai tu konpius, ingtkan aku ni anak betul, nak dikawenkan dengan anak org..ahahaha...rupernye aku la menantu yang sebenarnya...

hopefully,semalam i lulus ujian ye my MIL...

tp, tunangku ade berbisik..."sepatutnya sayang tak leh amik port pasal preparation belah abg..dah tak suprise,kan?"
hmm...betol gak..aku dah tau kaler ape cadar nanti..tak suprise ar..

anyway...i am so enjoying myself..yuuhuuu...

Preparations

I am getting married in 5months time...!!
but still, i am doing nothing...ahahahahaaa
Aku copy ni dr a blog..

6 months before

* Decide upon a wedding date. - 2 Oct 2009 : nikah , 3 Okt 2009 : kenduri
* Decide on your budget. ~~~hmmph~~~
* If you are getting married in mosque need to ask the imam.
* Go to marriage course. Done
* Decide on the number of guests and make a list - Maximum 1000 guests..
* Book the caterer
* Book tukang kompang, PA system, entertainment.
* Book the photographer & videographer. Done
* Book the florist
* Book the honeymoon and apply for a new passport
* Order the cake
* Start looking for your wedding dress. Decide whether you want it handmade, a designer or ‘off the peg’ dress.
* Decide in your bridesmaids and ushers.
* Decide on your ‘Best Man’.
* Confirm all bookings in writing.
* Start doing regular beauty maintenance - Facials, brow threading, hair treatment

5 Months before

* Attend initial fitting for the wedding dress.
* Choose the brides wedding shoes and accessories.
* Choose the wedding attire for the groom, best man, bridesmaids, fathers, mothers and ushers.
* Choose the brides and grooms wedding rings.
* Order your wedding favours and hantaran.
* Order the wedding invitations and other stationery.

4 Months before

* Go to a beauty salon and have a makeover.
* Book a beautician for your wedding day, if required.
* Prepare all the doorgifts.
* Prepare bridal bedroom decor.

3 Months before

* Send out the wedding invites.

1 month before

* Arrange for a final fitting of your wedding dress.
* Reconfirm the wedding arrangements with the canopy people and road closing.
* Reconfirm the wedding arrangements with the caterer.
* Reconfirm the wedding arrangements with the photographer and videographer.
* Telephone any guests who have not yet responded to your invitation.
* Organise a date when you can pick up you’re wedding outfits.

7 Days before

* Wear-in your wedding shoes. Its will give brides who are not used to walking in high heels a chance to practice.
* Organise with a close friend to have an emergency wedding kit, just for the bride, containing makeup and a repair kit for the wedding dress, so you can be ready for any minor hiccups through the day.

Lirik

AKU DAN DIRIMU
Tiba saat nya kita saling bicara
Tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
Tentang rindu yg menggebu
Tentang cinta yang tak terungkap

Sudah terlalu lama kita berdua
Tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam
Memenuhi mimpi mimpi malam kita

Reff:

Duhai cintaku sayangku lepaskanlah
Perasaanmu rindumu sluruh cintamu
Dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu

Sesaat di keabadian

Jika sang waktu bisa kita hentikan
Dan sgala mimpi mimpi jadi kenyataan
Meleburkan semua batas
Antara kau dan aku…. kita

(repeat reff)

Aku dan Dirimu - Aril AF7 & Marsha

Akademi Fantasia 7

Aku bukanlah fan AF sangat. Tapi aku layan habis lagu ni.
Even nyanyian Ari Lasso dan Bunga Cinta Lestari pon tak boleh pukul nyanyian Aril dan marsha.
Seriously...suara serak basah aril dan manje Marsha mmg serasi.
Dan aku jatuh cinta pada lagu ni...hihihi

hmmhph..

Ada masa aku rasa bosan ar. nape ntah ye?
mcm apa yang aku ade kini tak cukup...
perlu ke perasaan ni hadir?
walhal ape yang menjadi takdir skang ni adalah lebih dari 'luck'.

ALHAMDULILLAH..
haih..belajar lah untuk tidak merasa tamak...atau kufur nikmat.
astaghfirullah...

April 7th 2009

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN KE 27
Ohw...dah 27 tahun berlalu...
Selamat semua nya...

Twist and Turn

Terkadang apa yang kita rancang ada kala tersasar.
mungkin ada hikmah di sebaliknya.
Siapa tahu...

Alhamdullillah.

7 Mac 2009

aku kat IKWAS, Kluang.

Berkursus...

Jari manis semakin manis dengan sinaran 18 ketul permata hati.
hehehehee..

Sibuk

Assalamualaikom..
Lama betol menghilang..hehehe
5hari aku di Maran berBTN..
Then sambung training kat HQ.
Minggu ni baru timbul kat opis...
Next week ada bengkel di Port Dickson.
Then week after tu ade induksi kat Kluang...15 hari.

Pheeewwtt..
Letih..

Anyway..aku sedang sibuk dengan persiapan.
7hb Mac 2009..

Rindu..kawan

Kawan...
Tau tak ape makna rindu?
Rindu pada persahabatan.
Rindu pada kakpah, ezack, kejang, amran...
Hanya mampu memandang foto.
Sedeh... namun aku bangga pada erti persahabatan ini..

Hari ini 10 Feb

Semakin hari semakin dekat.
Debar semakin kencang.
Hati semakin riang.

Tunggu ye...hihi

Hati, fikiran & jiwa

Terlalu terusik jiwa malam tadi.
Mengenang sgala yang telah lalu.
Ada waktu hati ini terlalu rapuh, mengharap sesuatu yang mustahil.
Menggapai sesuatu yang sudah tau akan akhirnya.
Mengapa ya?
Hati dan fikiran seringkali bertelingkah.
Lantas menjadikan jiwa letih dan lesu..
Sampai kapan hati dan fikiran ini akan menyeksa jiwaku?
Hmmm..sampai bila, lantas keluhan itu hadir lagi seperti ombak yang kadangkala hadir menghempas pantai jiwa..lantas juga membawa pergi beban yang terpundak ini..untuk seketika.

Sudah lah..cukup lah kalian duhai hati dan fikiran..
Jangan mampir lagi.
Tinggalkan aku dan jiwaku sendiri..
Aku cuma mahu pasrah dan berserah pada Nya.

Tarikh..tarikh..

Tarikh nya dah ditentukan.
Mama dengan abang Di ok jek..Yang lain2 aku tak kira dah. Hatta perihal waliku..
7hb Mac rombongan dari Kuala Terengganu akan datang mengikat janji..
21hb November , majlis sebelah Sepang.
28hb November , majlis sebelah k.Terengganu.

Semuanya dah dirancang. Cuma menunggu persetujuan dua belah pihak.
Hmm.. kena tukar countdown ni..
Hehehehe..

romantik

Seronok melihat pasangan kekasih yang hanya mula bercinta setelah diijabkabul.
Tak pernah kenal, tak pernah berkasih, tak pernah merindu sebelum dijodohkan.
Menjadi merpati dua sejoli yang romantik amat..
Tak kisah lah andai hanya bersua,berkasih ats jodoh tentuan keluarga.
Tapi keindahannya lebih indah...kan..?
Sweet sangat...
Fasa keasyikkan itu dilalui tanpa 'boundaries'.. lebih manis dan bermakna.
=p

Kuala Terengganu

PAS menang di Kuala Terengganu.

Signifikan nya aku dengan Kuala Terengganu kini terlalu dekat.
Setiap kali menyebut daerah itu, hati pasti terdetik.. Mizan.
Rindu aku pada daerah yang asing dan tak pernah menjadi persinggahan..
Pelik kan..lantas mengundang senyuman..

Ada hati masih merindu.. =)

The ultimate color test

Your Colors Say You Are Caring

When you are at peace, you are: Energized and innovative When you are moved to act, you are: Giving and warm When you are inspired, you are: Spiritual and humble When your life is perfectly balanced, you are: Philosophical and expressive Your life's purpose is: To live a passionate life

What do the flower u pick says about u..?

Tulips Say You're Very Positive

You are very popular and universally admired. You are often hopelessly in love, and you connect to other people easily. You are a naturally cheerful and upbeat person. You have an amazing smile. You have a fresh perspective on things. You have a different way of looking at the world.

I'm an Iris..?

You Are An Iris

You are a unique person who seeks out novelty in life. An inspiration seeker, you often have to change scenery to recharge. You don't deal well with structure or rules. You need to do it your own way. Your ideal relationships are free and flowing. No one can tie you down.

sambungan .. 25 Disember

Ohw...Pasal 25hb Disember yang lalu... semuanya bagus-bagus sahaja. Mama ok, dan dah bagi lampu hijau soal hal ini. So takde masalah. Insyaallah Mei ini bakal segala yang direncana akan jadi nyata.
Tunggu sahaja waktu nya..

Rupa paras

Seminggu dua ni stress dengan rupa paras cik blog ni.
Ada je rasa tak cantik..cacat cela di sana sini..
Hmm..tak pelah..biarkan dulu ape yang tak patut tu..
Esok-esok lah dipikirin.

Sekarang ni masuk tahun baru dengan kerja yang bertambah lambakannye.
Tapi jiwa juga diasak dengan persoalan hidup.
Ramai rupanya kawan2 yang dah sedar usia tahun ni dah menjangkau
27 THN..
(Wow !!! What a number...)
Then now i am planning something for my own life... only one...

Tunggu lah sampai waktu 13hb Februari 2009 .

Happy New Year 2009

Selamat tinggal tahun 2008.
Azam tahun lepas aku tak sure ape dia.
Rasanya mcm takde azam je pon.
Anyway azam tahun ni aku nk kawen dan have my own life,normal one.
Aku dah made up my mind..
Aku tau sape aku nk pilih dan tahun ni aku tak kan menukar pikiran.

For first time in my life..
i wanna be/do anything that i wanna be/do.
Without care what other think of me.

Yup!!
That's my new year's AZAM..
Gambate ne!!